It's Overated

You know what?

I'm a negative person. I'll admit it. I always have and always will be. And you know what? I don't really give a fucking care. To tell you the truth, I like it. Why you ask? Because it's me. That's just who I am. So why should I change my ways for other people who don't understand it. Cus you know what? You don't need to go out everyday and try to cheer me up. You don't need to try and get me to have a positive attitude. Ok? I mean, I know you love me and that's why you do it but don't get mad at me because I'm negative. THAT'S JUST THE WAY I AM.

I love you for being positive. And I can understand why you'd get mad at me. I complain waaaayyyy too much. I get on my nerves too. I'll try to change, but I can't guarantee it. And mostly I complain about things I love. I mean, I love it so much that I just get so emotional when things don't work out. This is why I complain mostly about Music Theater and my friends, because they're important to me. Because there's almost nothing in my life that I love more. They're things I couldn't live without, so excuse me when I get emotional.

I'm a roller coaster. But I'm a teen ager and an actress. Not that that gives me an excuse but maybe you should expect it. I hope I'll get better, but I can't be sure.

I love you guys, but I need time alone......


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