Things have been surprisingly good. My temper's been on the edge lately but I haven't killed anyone yet, yay! Not even my friend who blew off edmonton to go to a dinky town midway. Sure I'm pisssed, but I didn't slap her silly. Woot! Progress, slowly but surely.

Anywho, I've got a job at safeway now. They didn't even interview me they just hired me on the spot. Boy was I surprised. Sign, this, this, this aaannnnddd this. Bam! Done. Which makes me kinda nervous because I don't want to be working tons. Just enought to fill my spare time. Besides what's better than making money?

I also order Old Possem's Book of Curious Cats by TS Elliot. I can't wait until it comes in, but it might not come in before I go to my dad's house which makes me very sad :'(. Why do I want this book you ask? It's elementary, CATS!!!! Yes the musical cats. Thought it was entirely written by Alexander Webber? Think again! The lyrics actually come from that book, cool hey?

Cats, so much to say about this magnificent play. So uptune and spectacular. Even the DVD was great, (insert drooling over hot actors in spandex cats suits here). Mmmm.... Munkustrap can clean me any time.

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Sometimes I wonder if I just become friends with people because of my other friends or because my first reaction is so wonderful.

Today one of my friends (we'll call her B) was talking to another one of my friends (let's call her L). B was telling L about how the health nurse was coming in and wondering what question she should ask her. B told L about this hilarious question, she was totally kidding and I don't think the health nurse would care but L flipped. She ranted on and on about how B should only be asking responsible questions and how she was just being imature and stupid.

I felt like yelling at her. I mean, how bitchy was that? It's not that big of a fricken deal. Sometimes I wish she would take the stick out of her ass and just have fun. I hate how she pretends to be the mother of the group she's the youngest one outta all of us. The act is getting old. Even when we're suppost to be relaxing and just being regular teens she has to go and fuck the mood and get all uptight.

Seriously, I love her to pieces but sometimes I wonder how the hell I got to be friends with such a biased jack ass. She isn't open to anything new unless it has to do with her or her future. She's uncomfortable with any concept she can't grasp and just puts it down. I hate how she puts people down. I swear to god, she acts like such a goodie goodie and then she talks about them behind their back! I guess that's hypocritcal of me since right now I'm doing the same thing but I mean gosh, I at least try to be nice, she's a witch!

But it's not like I've ever stood up to her. She'd probably turn the whole damn group against me. Her words are weasles. Bugs that crawl under your skin.

Ok, enough trash talk on her, let me tell you why I still like her and hang with her.

She's really sweet. I know, I know. It doesn't sound like the person I just described, but I swear she can be an angel. She likes helping people out and cheering people up. When B's grandma died she organized a party to help her feel better. And I have to admit, it's nice to have someone so open even if it is trash talk. It's also nice to have someone as level-headed as her at times. Sometimes you need an organized person like L.

So you can see why I'm torn. I'm not sure if I want to be her friend or not. Right now I don't feel like I have a choice. Everyone in the group enjoys her and sometimes I do too. I just don't know what to do.

Another thing, I really wish there was someone who read this blog every once in a while. I don't seem to have any comments at all. Probably no one ever has the time of day to read my blogs. Which sort of ticks me off because if I wanted it private I'd use my journal but I don't want it completely private. I want to be able to get feedback. Oh well, watcha gonna do?

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