• Talk to Dayne more
• Do my part in the play well
• Remember my costume
• Be less bossy
• Be less loud
• Love myself more
• Watch the bonus features on my Cats Dvd
• Write down at least the idea of the story I came up with today
• Amaze people with my Lady Macbeth soliloquy
• Get that treble cleft tattoo
• Get better hand lotion
• Write happy poetry
• Wrap presents for x-mas
  
• Decide on which side to take between my mom and my grandma

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I don't know why I both getting up in the morning. I mean seriously.

All I look forward to in my day is Drama. Let's face it. Drama is my life, but guess what? Life sucks. That's right. I just want this play to be over with already. Sure it's fun, sure it's entertaining but after a while it's just annoying. I really just want to act. Not argue over props, not try and deal with fucking stupid people, not try to get people to learn their fucking lines. It's not that hard people!! I know almost everyone's part, but do you think they could remember their own part? NO. Of course not. It's not even like we have set lines. You just have to remember the story line of the scene and go from there. Improvise people! It's not that hard once you get over your pathetic self.

You know another thing that sucks? Love. Yup, I guess I should have figured it out by now, but guess what? No. I don't even know if I LOVE him or if it's just primal instincts kicking in. I want to kiss him, hold him and whisper things in his ear. But no, it's like a goat falling in love with a sparrow. Guess who the goat is! What can I do? I'm so pathetic. I can't even get an msn conversation started! Do you think someone could love me? Well, things are looking grim.

I just want this over.

But it's not.

Grandma's fighting for guardianship.

Mom cried

Dad yelled

Why can't I be cinderella and just get it over with and marry the prince.

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My home’s in
A world so hollow

You’ll never get
This sorrow unmasked

My selfsame face
Your possession-- you did

That…
that catapulted
Me into This

His energy,
your energy
I don’t know if it helped me
Or broke me
You re joy
Your laughter which rises filled with your tears

I don’t know where to start

Majesty in Joy…

This one's by me :D

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The words I'd like to say to you

are mute, and best unsaid.

They're going through my mind
but they're stuck inside my head.

Just tell me what you want to hear
and what I shouldn't say.
Show me how to speak to you
and teach me how to play.

The words I'd like to say to you

your beauty scares away.

These words they try to speak
But they don't know what to say.

Just tell me what you'd like from me
and what I shouldn't give.
Show me how to show to you
and teach me how to live.

So take these words and give to them
a heart, a home, a bed.
These words that I can't say to you

are mute,
and best unsaid.


Now do you see why I have a crush on Dayne? I mean, besides being jealous that he can write better than me.

Whoever he was thinking of when he wrote this is a very luck woman, or man I guess.

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Good morning, or afternoon or evening or whatever time you're reading this. I can't believe it's been almost over a month since I last blogged. I guess my life just isn't that interesting. Or maybe I'm just lazy :P

So life's been pretty good, I guess. In drama we've started a new play. Two actually. Although the class has split into two groups so technically I've just started one. It's Cinderella but revised. Cinderella has a pet rock which is really her best friend whom she acidently changed into a rock. I am rock and I am getting damned good at it for only having a small part actually being human. I actually wanted to be Cinderella but I lost at the coin toss. I don't mind. The person playing Cinderella is starting to annoy me, but oh well.

We were actually showing off our scenes to the rest of the class. In the first scene I actually have quite a few lines. But Cinderella cut me off so I couldn't say them. I don't really understand why because my lines really helped develop my character. I actually think she may have done it on purpose but I don't want to asume anything. So for now I'm giving her the benefit of the doubt.

I can't wait to get the play done and start on a scripted play. I'm uber excited. I also can't wait for the monologues. I think I may have a really good one, but I'll have to see. Madie said she was going to do Jack's speal from the Nightmare Before Christmas. I hope so! I love that movie! I'm also hoping the Nightmare Before Christmas will be considered for Music Theater. How cool would that be? Doing NBC on stage???!

G2g, bye!

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