I don't know why I both getting up in the morning. I mean seriously.
All I look forward to in my day is Drama. Let's face it. Drama is my life, but guess what? Life sucks. That's right. I just want this play to be over with already. Sure it's fun, sure it's entertaining but after a while it's just annoying. I really just want to act. Not argue over props, not try and deal with fucking stupid people, not try to get people to learn their fucking lines. It's not that hard people!! I know almost everyone's part, but do you think they could remember their own part? NO. Of course not. It's not even like we have set lines. You just have to remember the story line of the scene and go from there. Improvise people! It's not that hard once you get over your pathetic self.
You know another thing that sucks? Love. Yup, I guess I should have figured it out by now, but guess what? No. I don't even know if I LOVE him or if it's just primal instincts kicking in. I want to kiss him, hold him and whisper things in his ear. But no, it's like a goat falling in love with a sparrow. Guess who the goat is! What can I do? I'm so pathetic. I can't even get an msn conversation started! Do you think someone could love me? Well, things are looking grim.
I just want this over.
But it's not.
Grandma's fighting for guardianship.
Mom cried
Dad yelled
Why can't I be cinderella and just get it over with and marry the prince.
All I look forward to in my day is Drama. Let's face it. Drama is my life, but guess what? Life sucks. That's right. I just want this play to be over with already. Sure it's fun, sure it's entertaining but after a while it's just annoying. I really just want to act. Not argue over props, not try and deal with fucking stupid people, not try to get people to learn their fucking lines. It's not that hard people!! I know almost everyone's part, but do you think they could remember their own part? NO. Of course not. It's not even like we have set lines. You just have to remember the story line of the scene and go from there. Improvise people! It's not that hard once you get over your pathetic self.
You know another thing that sucks? Love. Yup, I guess I should have figured it out by now, but guess what? No. I don't even know if I LOVE him or if it's just primal instincts kicking in. I want to kiss him, hold him and whisper things in his ear. But no, it's like a goat falling in love with a sparrow. Guess who the goat is! What can I do? I'm so pathetic. I can't even get an msn conversation started! Do you think someone could love me? Well, things are looking grim.
I just want this over.
But it's not.
Grandma's fighting for guardianship.
Mom cried
Dad yelled
Why can't I be cinderella and just get it over with and marry the prince.
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