So there's this guy's blog, I love reading it. And he goes to the same school I go to. It's really weird. It makes me wonder which person he is. What does he look like? Is he like his blog in real life? Or is that just a show? It's curious because if he is like how he expresses himself on his blog then I really want to meet him. If he's not then I guess it's just not worth my time. But God if he's like his blog and hot then I definitely want to meet him.
I am enjoying going to high school. It's actually helping me. (Wow.) I mean I'm not really that confident (despite what you may think). What do people think of me? I always let myself be pushed last and try and avoid things. But ever since going to high school I seem to be getting more self esteem. I don't just look at the sidewalk anymore-- I actually look up and enjoy the view. I know that sounds lame but I used to look down and get all nervous before. And I asked a guy to dance with me, (ok I know I'm pathetic) I really felt good about myself. Maybe it's because I'm in drama. One of the things that I had difficulty with is catching people's eye while preforming. You know, eye contact. But now it doesn't bother me at all! Woo! Go ME!
Dances fricken rock. The pounding of the bass, the extreamly loud music. And best of all the really hot guys. I was dancing and a complete hottie came up and started dancing with me. I loved it. No one thought, most conversations blocked out. Just move, who cares? I had a lot of fun with my friends. It's hilarious, acting like lesbians. Woot. So ya it was fucking great.
Yes hello again to nobody, because no one has actually ever seen this blog. Yes well....
Anyways I'm in a better mood today so my post might actually be my first happy one! Yay me!
But all in all I miss A. I guess I shouldn't since like he didn't even notice me, but we had some good conversations and he's so hott. Sigh yes I do miss him. I also miss my bff. Hopefully she comes up for x-mas. That would rock.
I'm so excited for Halloween. I love dressing up. It's even better than just regular dress-up because you get candy!! Mmmm.....
Anyways I'm in a better mood today so my post might actually be my first happy one! Yay me!
But all in all I miss A. I guess I shouldn't since like he didn't even notice me, but we had some good conversations and he's so hott. Sigh yes I do miss him. I also miss my bff. Hopefully she comes up for x-mas. That would rock.
I'm so excited for Halloween. I love dressing up. It's even better than just regular dress-up because you get candy!! Mmmm.....
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