This is me,
I'm avoiding things
I just want to party and get drunk, but my reason's are not good at all. I want to drink, forget and rebel. To me it's a bad sign. Last weekend I went drinking for fun. To be with friends. Now I want to go to a party I know will not be as tame or as many people I know. I won't be going with someone. I just don't want to talk to dad because he sucks. I...
Dayne will be there as well. But why even try?? Frick it's not like I stand a better chance drunk. He doesn't like me. Period. He puts up with me. But I love him. Or at least I think I do. I probably don't, it's probably some stupid teen thing. I hate it, I love it.
I won't be going. But god I want to. So bad. But there's no way I can go. Not a chance. If I end up going it will probably be my last day of freedom. Grandma will find out somehow. She's already onto me. I want to party so bad.
I'm such a horrible person. So close to being emo.
Why do I bother
I'm avoiding things
I just want to party and get drunk, but my reason's are not good at all. I want to drink, forget and rebel. To me it's a bad sign. Last weekend I went drinking for fun. To be with friends. Now I want to go to a party I know will not be as tame or as many people I know. I won't be going with someone. I just don't want to talk to dad because he sucks. I...
Dayne will be there as well. But why even try?? Frick it's not like I stand a better chance drunk. He doesn't like me. Period. He puts up with me. But I love him. Or at least I think I do. I probably don't, it's probably some stupid teen thing. I hate it, I love it.
I won't be going. But god I want to. So bad. But there's no way I can go. Not a chance. If I end up going it will probably be my last day of freedom. Grandma will find out somehow. She's already onto me. I want to party so bad.
I'm such a horrible person. So close to being emo.
Why do I bother
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